writing this in between watching nip/tuck-essential viewing for a wed night when you have no friends and social life= zero (for that also read person without the drive to go out and ring people-haha!)and watching the first coupla episodes of lost and BB6.
Lost looks like it will be quality viewing, the setting is excellent for drama (bring together a group of unknowns and place secrets and lies into the equation and stand back and wait..The Americans triumph yet again and deservedly so)but also a little implausible (so many beautiful people and everyone survives..Well paint my cheeks and call me Norma Jean).
BB was also pretty tidy-the main event being Craigs (catching a hold of myself as I write this and realise how sad my life is) eviction and the dilemma posed to Eugene.My brother and I were sitting trying to figure out what the 2200 show would be about eg Davina said the money would alter in value and we couldn't figure out how BB would go about instigating this..The act of telling the house mates that the money would double if Eugene would refuse the offer whilst keeping him unawares about it was excellent.Very Shakepearean! They do excel themselves every year.
Besides that not much else to report-have been reading a book about economics"Small is still better"-why economics is wrong in its outlook on business-business is measured in terms of values which have no relationship to the quality of product sold or the impact on human values such as quality of life and why small businesses are better for humanity and its impact on our environment and it is a fascinating read with concise, well argued points which agree with my viewpoint eg social democratic values.
I went for a run and managed to decrease my time to below that of before 33 mins something as opposed to 34 mins..I remember as I ran that there were no suits about and a lack of cars parked up at places...I forget that its August and anybody who has a life is either on holiday..or on holiday! Sorry Im bored and bitter because I have nothing to do whilst everybody else seems to.Also got a rejection today from the NHS which brings the list of people who rejected me to about 10 and include companies such as H and M, Pret A Manger, Oxfam (Oxfam!), DFS, numerous cleaning crews, telemarketing place, Subway..Joy!
Im in a darker place today than yesterday...I just feel my life is empty and wasting away (I can't really do the putting my feet up thing particularly well) and the friends I have tried to keep in contact with are blanking me..emailed my ex-she acknowledged the fact that she recieved it but not enough to write me back..and other friends...
Hmmm-anyway off to watch nip/tuck
Peace and love